Journal 37: Almost There

Time has passed way too fast than I thought originally. The topic today reminds that there are only two months left before I graduate from high school. Thus, how do I feel right now? Part of me felt excited about this, because I did not have a "proper" summer last year. All the seniors are suffering in SAT, TOEFL, and college essays. We do not have a single moment to play and have fun. So, I not only hope that I can get a job this summer, but also I would like to have a lot of parties before I go to the states. The other part of me felt nervous about graduating. The reason is that although study in the states is an honorable event in my family. However, I am the first one in my Chang's family who will study college in a foreign country. Therefore, I felt intimidated about my future. I am the kind of the person, who worries about the future too much. Nevertheless, I am also the kind of person, who is willingly to take challenges. Hence, I still want to go to the states to finish my college, and enjoy the pleasant and abundant four years of college lives.